hahha.
I have been known for my stalking. ( Yeah, and once you are on my radar, you are so dead. I will stalk you, until everything is out.) And, I told Denise, I will abstained from stalking unless I got a gut feeling something is going to happen. But my gut feelings are always inaccurate. <-- i am quite sad about this. Okay anyway, I AM PROUD TO SAY I HAVE NOT STALK UHHEHHMMMM FOR LIKE 2 DAYS. and its an achievement :) i should get a encouragement award or something. HAHAHAH
Okay another thing, I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH STRAWS. i swear! once i have a straw in a water bottle. i can drink up to 5-6 bottles of water everyday. 500ml hor. not those small small act cute water bottle which ppl uses as an accessory instead of drinking form it. -____- yeap! i drank like 6 bottles. so proud of myself. But the problem of drinking so much water is that YOU WILL HAVE TO RELEASE EVERYTHING OUT. yeap. so i went to the toilet so many times its embarrassing. -__- I was at ourspace yesterday and i went to the toilet for like i swear, about 7-8 times. -___- it's like i have bladder problems or something. LOL.
oh well. for better complexion, i have to drink more water. LOL. HAHAHA PIMPLE FREE AND SMOOTH FLAWLESS SKIN. :D hahahah.
Thats for the happy parts of my days recently. The sad and tragic part, I have so much projects, that i see my project mates longer than i see my mum. that is how long i spent my time with my project mates. I have to stay back for this whole week. OH DID I MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVED THE ATTIC??!?!!? ITS LIKE THE BEST!!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY CAN DO MY WORK THR. W/O GETTING DISTRACTED (Y) okay. ourspace sucks. i hate it. lol.
Okay back to topic. We have so man projects.and seriously? i am getting sick of it. :S Recently i am so tired, i went home and just sleep. without watching any shows or talking on msn. this is how serious the problem is. I am just so tired. and the projects is never ending. i can't wait for semester break.
Did i mention how much I hate people comparing me with other people? ONLY I CAN COMPARE MYSELF WITH OTHERS. YOU SHUT UP PLEASE. i totally hate it when people ask me to stop being depressed and think about those poor kids in Africa and stuff. I mean I know I am more fortunate than they are. But I am just saying that, people here in Singapore, in those developed countries have their own sets of problems too, and we have the right to be sad and depressed about stuff that is troubling us. Please, if you asked us to shut up and say that we have no right to be depressed because we are much better than those people in Africa, you are just implying that we have no problems.
Just because we have roofs over our head, doesn't mean we don't get bullied by people in our school.
Just because we have food, doesn't mean that we are not facing any stress from our studies.
Just because we have everything that are needed for survival, it doesn't mean that we are not depressed about other sorts of thing.
But do the people in Africa faced the stress we are facing in the developed countries?
Do they get bullied by other kids just because they looks different?
Do they have peer pressure?
I have no idea. I think more or less, there will be. But, the problem can't be as serious as the problem it is in the developed countries.
seriously. I know they are sad and unfortunate. And you may think i am an ungrateful bitch just sitting in my room complaining about everything. But seriously, I think that everyone have the right to complain. Everyone needs attention every once in a while. But I am not saying that you should be depressed about every little small thing in your life lah. For example, i didn't get the snsd cd. FML. <-- that is just lame. I am just saying that those people who have been hurt before and they are facing problems and are getting depressed over it kinda thing. They have the right to be depressed too. You cannot just say that, YOU HAVE FOOD. YOU HAVE WATER. YOU HAVE HOUSE. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE DEPRESSED PLEASE.
STOP YOUR BULLSHIT. IT JUS PISSES ME OFF AT HOW PEOPLE ATTITUDES CAN BE. DON'T TELL ME YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN DEPRESSED BEFORE. lamer. so shut up please.
zzzz. oh and by the way, disclaimer. i am not saying that the kids and those who are less fortunate than us don't need help. I am just saying that people have the right to be depressed, and those who are depressed also deserved help too. thank you.
