LI TING: Ah yo...didn Noe u got blog sia...anyway, ur posts
LI TING: R so ur style...lol. Ur talking style...hehes
LOL. you abit slow ah. HAHAAHAHH! kidding~
angela: In God's eyes, Love is never absent. In Gods heart forgiveness is never impossible. In Gods embrace, no one is ever alone or forgotten. God Bless! 
ermm. okay thanks :)
Barney: AMEN
oh, hello BARNEY. :)
Unknown: Nope, not a good thing, a fat girl next door - joke !
WAD. cannot isit ! hahahah. EDMUND.
jasmine: HELLO KANGLING. (:
HELLO FLOWER~ :D
HIHI YISHAN! ♥
vin: the chinese words mean "I underestimated you, you know how to use the word flippantly"
vin: and you know I want you to face certain good points of you, but you aren't making the effort.
vin: so can you try at least? =)
NOOOO. i don wan to.
Winston: HI KANG KANG. i made my 1st visit to your blog tdy! (:
HELLO WINSTON!!!! WELCOME :D LOL
- my eye hurts.
- i wan to eat cheeseburgers so badly.
- Jian xiong keep traumatizing me.
- Edmund despite saying he has changed is still as GL as ever.
- I am eating noodles at 1.30 a.m its my dinner.
- i am getting so fat.
- there have been unknown people tagging on my tagboard.
- I am watching Criminal minds Season 5 Episode 23.
- jian xiong is 99 years old!!! HAHAHAHHAHA so funny can.
- pretty boy keep calling me things i don like. :(
- I AM 40 YEARS OLD.
- DENISE IS SCORING LIKE CRAZY. so proud of her.
- i am very sad.
- TCP have alot of nice people. i like.
- i was late for my second day of school, because we went airport.
- first week have ended. and well, i really love my timetable.
- i wan to buy a sling bag and jacket from Cotton on. :( i like it.
- i am freaking bored.
- i♥&ee.
walao walao walao and and and world is super freaking small. wth. is. this. why like everything is interconnected one. so scary can. maybe next time turns out Denise is my distant cousin or something. ( Lee is my mum's surname) so scary.
JJ: woah, read ur blog, i buay tahan, just kept shaking my head..then that's don read lor. no one point a gun to your head and ask u read. :)
Vivian: hahahahahahahha. if only i could *like* JJ's comment.
LOL. this is not fb~
Ya Xun: Can you blog with more details?:(
okay no problemmmmm YAXUNNNNNN~~~~~ :D
Unknown: 我低估你了，你会用-flippantly
orh. who are you. and is that a good thing? if it is, thank youuu :)
Met Denise at bus stop today. muahahhahah.
then then denise today so high. so funny
HAHAHAH. <3
anyway, then first lesson was Speech comm.
i am so so so so dead for this module.
one word. DEATH.
stats, uhhhh. let's jus say i don't get anything into my head.
next was awesome lunch.
we went to the atrium to get money.
AHHAAHH.
DENISE share some jokes. i was laughing like crazy.
super super super funny.
i will share with u guys when we meet. MUAHHAHAA
SO FUNNY
heeheeeee :D
then went to canteen two to join liting and jayne.
THEN i found out that SIYING SAME IS CLASS AS ME!!!
*APPULAUSE AND CHEERS*
hahahahha. super happy.
then after lunch was sociol psych
we had lots and lots of fun.
I SERIOUSLY LOVE T04 ALOTTTTT. <3>
heee then we went makan place. then blah blah blah.
lazy write :|
hahahhaha
anyway, SO LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
okay bye.
HEEHEEEEE♥
DENISE: Sorry 
I just tweeted a tweet full of love. But I really love what I tweeted I love LIKE YOU HEEEHEEEE. LOVELY DENISE. I AM NOT SAYING YOU IN PARTICULARLY. you are so funny today! :D
WAD! STUNNED WAD.! LOLOL. it's an awesome blog okay! and it's not emo at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
Why does no one understand this? In English we only have ONE word to express love. That’s “LOVE” in case you just don’t get it… Anyways…Why do people use it so flippantly?
“I love this book.” “I loved that movie.” “OMG! I luv u!” “Love ya bby!”
Seriously.
I know there are other words that can be used to express affection, like adore and enjoy and infatuation and ardor and fondness and fancy and smitten and twitter-patted. But really, LOVE is LOVE is LOVE is LOVE.
Nothing else means exactly what that word means.
- · It’s equivalent to telling him he is your world, he makes everything okay and better and happy again.
- · It’s like telling him you can’t imagine ever feeling that way about anyone else, and meaning it to your toes.
- · It’s when you can’t go 5 minutes without thinking about him.
- · It’s when you don’t want to take it too fast because you want him to be comfortable and happy, but you also want to take it as fast as you can because you want to be with him all the time.
· You want to give him everything he’s ever wanted. · You over analyze everything he says because you are so afraid of losing him, you’re sure if you did you would die.
LOVE is LOVE is LOVE is LOVE.
Somehow it’s a verb and a noun all at once.
Don’t waste it. Don’t ruin it by using when you don’t really mean it.
kthxbi.
quoted from -WHATISTHISNONSENSE
YEAH PEOPLE. don't overuse. :(
Yesterday was my last day at work.met some funny people there.
HAHAH.
and the food there was freaking nice!
jus that i cannot afford it. :(
heeheee. yeah then the shop got live fish and prawn, and yst!
there is new sea life added in!
SEA CUCUMBER!!!!!
in chinese is normally known as hai shen.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
the alive sea cucumber.
is damn freaking cute!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. its like so fat and ugly and spiky
AND CUTE.
ahh.
i wanted take photo of it but i forgot. :|
heeheee.
okay okay anyway today went to tcp gathering.
met up with yaxun.
meeting time is 6.45 at clementi station.
But i only reach there at 7.30 :(
I AM SO SORRY YAXUNNNNN.
anyway, then we walk to the loft.
hahahahha. yaxun share stories, funny stories on LAC.
heehee then i realise the world is so damn small. :|
hahahha. anyway, then at the loft. me and yaxun was very shy
to go in. :|
haahahahhah. then called up denise ask her come out and jie wo men.
in the end is, junze come out. hahahha.
yeah lor then so many ppl. i no see alot of ppl before.
awkward.
lol. then talk talk talk.
so funny. then after we ( they actually, while i think about my cheeseburgers :( ) eat,
we sit in one big circle, and then calvin ask us to intro ourself to the person left and right of us.
HAHAH. sitting on my left was haziq from network security setwork something course.
then on my right was sweet jeanette!
hahahah
haziq was selected to say about me and rachael. who sit at the left of haziq.
hahah.
i told him i hate taking photographs, and he say i love to cam whore. -___-
hahah then rachael say she love white, he say she love wine!
HAHAHAH so funny.
ohwell, after that we listen to calvin talk about sharpening the axe, and his whole life story.
kind of seems to me like Christian gathering. :| no offence.
hahah then on wednesday we are going to the airport 3am in the morning
to send nick and monica off. :D
then at night there will be a farewell dinner for Calvin.
:D:D:D:D:D dinner!
yay.
okayokayoaky.
i cannot think anymore.
i need to wake up in 5 hrs time.:|
i jus went to a girl's blog i chanced upon on google.
seems to me she is breaking every guy's heart, when they are so in love with her. .
i know i should not judge. but seriously.
i really really hope there is karma, and punch her in her face.
so she know how much it hurts.
:S i really hate how other people treat their partners.
making me sick.in the stomach.
haii then again, i should not judge.
:| sorry people if this offends you in anyway.
REPLY TO TAG:
YISHAN: kangling! HAHAHAHAH th piglet and eeyore thing very funnnnyyy! 
HEEEEHEEE. Thank you!!! I know right. So happy got people understand my sense of humour LOL :D
PIGLET: hello. nice to meet you. i got a belly :D EEYORE: hi. yeah, big belly. :( *jealous*
PIGLET: it's okay. you can get it by eating alot alot alot!
EEYORE: reallllyyyyy?
PIGLET: *nod head*
EEYORE: okay, lets go eat~
sorry people. i am so damn bored. :(
can't sleep again.
HAHAHAH. but very cute hor.
PS: piglet is a boy by the way~ muaahahahah
"It's impossible." said pride.
"It's risky." said experience.
"It's pointless." said reason.
"Give it a try." whispered the heart.
And I did. And it’s worth the risk.
HEHHEH. i think i very pro. from last night 2a.m slept till today 7p.m
MUUAHAHAHAHAHA.
skipped my breakfast and lunch, hehheh. hope got lose some weight.
LOL.
aahahhahha :D
yesterday, i have my first try at oovoo and skype.
LOL.
it's funny for me LOL.
i cannot help but to laugh.
heeeeeeheeeeeeeeee.
REPLY TO TAGS.
YISHAN: HELLO KANGLING YOU GOT BLOG AGAIN! hehe tagged and MEET UP SOON LOVES <3 YEAH MEET UP SOOOOOOOON! and heeeheeee yea! i revived my blog :D
vin: hi. I know your posts all very retarded, like you. haha =)
You are so very mean and GL! hhahaha! nice to meet you. oh and you owe me four weeks straight of ice cream liao! MUAHAHAHAH
DENISE: HEE HEE MY LOVELY KANGLING. NEVER GET OUTCASTED RIGHT TCP PEOPLE ARE AWESOME. YOU SHOULD HAVE DENISE: CAME FOR ALL THE TCP GATHERINGS. THERE ARE ALL CAMP 1 TO CAMP 4
DENISE: SEE YOU THIS SUNDAY <3
DENISE: You are very pretty
hahahahaa my lovely denise!!!! YEAHHHH. THANK YOUUUUU. SEE YOU THIS SUNDAY TOO. I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN IN UR IS CLASS. *HINT HINT* HAHAHHA! AND NO I AM NOT. YOU PRETTIER~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOVE YOU VVVVVVV MUCH :D
Today woke up late, super tired. cannot take it.
then reach there at only like almost ten already.
but nvertheless, nothing much to do also.
i wan almost slacking and lurking around doing nothing.
ohh and playing with Kaiyun's daughter Laura.
cute little thing.
anyway, today was the last day of camp, so there are free flow of popcorn and cotten candy.
heh.
i ate so much.
ate like 5 cups of cotton candy and 3 cups of popcorn.
the food is damn nice also. heeheee prawns.
hmm.then i fall asleep. after that was woken up by YERRON.
( lol sorry, i spelled his name wrongly in the previous post :X )
apparently, need people to give out the tags.
then run to the main terminal.
gave out the tags.
then we listen and watch the door of success skit. :)
Denise cried again.
I also don know why, today see the skit again, like more touching leh.
like more can relate. haiyo. i thinking too much again.
anyway, then the two dollar demostration, and joel words woke me up.
okay let me briefly explain wad is the two dollar thingy first.
Joel took out a two dollar note and he said that this two dollar note
will extinct tmr. and will left only this note in the whole wide world.
and he asked if anyone wants it. of course, a few ands shoot up.
next he crushed the two dollar note, stepped on it.
and he asked again, do you still want it?
less hands shoot up this time.
Joel asked those who raised up their hands, "why you want this note?"
majority of them answered because it is still of value.
then joel asked okay. now still who want it?
and he held out the two dollar note. until one person went and took it from him.
Joel said, although this two dollar note was crushed and dirtied, some of you still want it. Why?
because it is still of the same value. Because it is unique.
And this two dollar note is like everyone of us.
We start out life clean and nice.
But as life goes on, things may happen, and we may be crushed.
We will fall, and when we fall, some people will stepped on us. ( not literally lah.)
But afterall, we will still be of the same value that we held when we started out life.
Everyone of us is different and unique, just like every note. Every note have their own serial number. you can never find a note which have the same serial number as another note.
We will never ever find somebody which are exactly same as us.
We are unique and special.
Even if we look exactly the same, we may have different personalities.
Even we have utterly similar personalities, i bet we have different views on something in this world.
This is how it works.
This all narrowed down to two words.
Be yourself .
and yeah. i love what i love. i shall stop being someone that i tried my best not to be. because i am unique. :)
Reply to tag.
Didi, you nvr reply msg. >:( don wan talk to you.
IT EQUALS TO FUN FUN FUN AND FUNNNNN!!!!!!freaking funny.
and I get to know so many people! :D
Got jokers, got photographers, still got Sid the sloth from Ice Age. HAHAHAH
and and and NEA guy. HAHAHAA.
laughing all the way. :D
so fun!
sadded i never join earlier luh!
hahahhaha.
Got one joker. -___- yeron.
walao he, is like damn funny. his expressions so damn classic can.
HAHAHAH. suan him till dk wad. AAHHAHAHA
then he say my voice like listen liao will make ppl sleep. -___- *roll eyes*
won't can. so many people listen liao still wide awake. LOL.
okay luh.
then then then! got one is Stan! he is DENISE brother. :D
hahahahah. he looks like Sid the sloth. walao at first i nvr really notice the similarity
until Denise point it out, and show me one of Sid photos.
HAHAHAH
i laugh till stomachache. super alike sia. like twin. LOLOLOL. just that stan
is life sized of Sid. HAAHAHHAAHHA.
then then then, still have NEA guy, SK. hahah today, actually is yesterday lah. is his birthday.
:) he is a year two student. he and Sid looks very alike. but he is nothing like the real Sid. LOLOL
hahahah, then i get to know three more PCS students.
Jasmine, Katherine, and Vincent!
HAHAH! NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS :D
OHYEAH, those who attended TCP shoul
d know the moat game.
I was one of the crocodile there. have fun blowing whistle, and watch their reactions.
DAMN FUNNY.
HAHAHA i feel damn shuang, keep blowing whistle. HAHAH
Yeron they all say i very evil.
MUAHAAHAHHA. too bad. this is called revenge. LOL
then we have the Paper bag game also. ahahhaha.
Me, Denise, and Sid is the interest collector.
At first a bit clueless what to do. stick to denise like glue.
After awhile, got the hang of it.
HAHAH. CANNOT PAY INTEREST?
GIVE ME TWO OF YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS!!! I SHALL THROW THEM INTO JAIL.
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH >:D
yeah i think i am evil. heeheee. but its damn fun. haahah. lovely game. lovely day.
i had an awesome day people. :)
i didn't regret even a bit of joining TCP. :)
<3>
next, PEOPLE. i wan you guys to take care of yourselves can?
Nowadays, the haze condition is quite serious. Please drink a lot of water okay?
and try not to run outside. :|
OH. and because i was volunteering for TCP, so i didnt go for LAC.
wa thank god i never go leh.
Heard from yaxun, they not sleeping in loft, but in sports hall (N).
and and and today! they are supposed to play Amazing race from like 7p.m to next morning 5.15a.m
walao eh. they are totally mental lah. what if people faint how!
:( my poor classmates. :(
hope they have fun tho.
SO I AM DAMN THANKFUL I NVR GO. waaaa. thank you. (dk to who lah)
tmr going back to help out again!
can't wait to see them again muahahahhha.
byee people. :):):):):)
REPLY TO TAG:
Vivian: yeah lor! he told me on msn, he say he can prove that i am retarded. -____-
IT'S GOING TO BE 5A.M IN THE MORNING ALREADY.I NEED TO LEAVE HOUSE BY 7.45
AND I AM STILL WIDE AWAKE.
*crying out loud* :(
i wan die already.
this continue, i am going to get old very very soon.
D: and that cannot happen!
sobs sobs. T_____T
i think i eat too much. maybe, bread/butter/peanutbutter
keep me up all night like how caffeine don't let other people fall asleep.
or how tea prevent kids particularly didi from sleeping.
T____T
I.WANT.MY.BEAUTY.SLEEP.
esp when i'm like so ugly already.
need more sleep to like at least make me look more average than to ugly. :|
AHH :(
and i am too pro already. like 3 post in the same day. ahahahaha.
:D
i am having mood swing. @___@
okay bye.
I WAN TO KILL PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.THISSSS SUCKKKKK.
I WAN TO KILL PEOPLE LIKE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
ANYONE WAN TO DIE?
COME COME, I WILL KILL YOU IN WHATEVER WAY YOU WAN TO DIE IN.
I WILL MAKE SURE ITS FAST AND QUICK. SO YOU WON'T FEEL ANY PAIN.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
JIA JUN! I MISS SLAPPING YOU. :( MY FRIENDS ALL TOO NICE. NO REASON FOR ME TO SLAP THEM. MEET UP SOON. SO I CAN SLAP YOU. :)
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i have to stop googling everything.
they jus pissed me off, ruin my day, and make me lose sleep over it.
:| it's almost 4am in the morning.
and i have to get to sch later at 8.30 am. ohhhhhhh great....
and i lost the card i made for my TCP MENTOR. I CANNOT FIND IT ANYWHERE.
RAOAAOAOAOOAOAOOARRRRRRRRRRRR.
oh by the way, the haze in Singapore are pretty scary.
makes everything looks so misty.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
MY LOVELY DENISE, SAVE ME.
i seriously need counselling. :(
i am going out of my mindddddddddd.
i wan to throw myself out of the window, and die right now.
HEEHEE. good day to die leh. 20/10/2010.
hehhehh. on my death cert with be
20102010.
ohhh wad a pretty number~
I AM CRAPPING. oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wad a crazy post. :|
someone is so going to GL me noww. ARGHHHH.
okay i am trying to get some sleep.
sorry people. i apologise for this CRAZYYY post. i need to rant. :(
bye. :(
holidays ending soon :(I need to chiong finish my show. Cannot make my shows my priority once school reopen :(
today stay at home and chiong luh. still got 15+ more episodes. god.
and and and and tmr going to TCP camp to volunteer.
*cross my fingers* i hope i don't get outcast there. :(
Make it an enjoyable one. LOL.
will update tmr. :D
P.S. i am very sorry if my life is very boring to all of you. -___- LOL
Vivian: Who ? :O and thanks for your warning., straight B student :)
To tell you the truth, I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights and long hugs. Someone to talk to, someone to care for you, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.
JIAN XIONG: hahahhahah! congrats lorr. no prize for you though. :D
YAXUN: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hello pretty!! you shld update your blog more often. <3
didi: EH. where got. so mature! jus a bit crazy & retarded only! hahaah :D
CUTE PIGS!
Went ION today.Tried Fried mars balls with ice cream. ahahahhaahha
its crispy and and thick. its quite gooooood.
Make me want to eat Mars. :(
anw went to 7-11 and bought qoo fuji apple. taste quite weird :|
haahhahahha
then take bus home, and so coincidentally saw youjie and xuesi -__-
wad an unlucky day. ahahaha. kidding.
went home, and watch shows all the way. i am bored. :(
P.S. want to take rollercoaster :(
"Are we going to be friends forever?” Asked Piglet.
“Even longer,” Pooh answered."
I forgot who said this before. If you are feeling down, just keep telling yourself repeatedly you're happy,
and you will be happy.
I have been trying to do that since like 1a.m
doesn't seems to help leh.
cheat my feelings. :(
*chant*
I AM HAPPY!
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
who is the one who say that?
that person is a BIG FAT LIAR! FATTER THAN ME! ARGGGH!
nvm. should continue chanting, maybe got conditions one.
while you chant, must think of happy thing.
or when you chant, in your mind kill all the people who made you unhappy.
ah! i know i shall make a list of the possible conditions that you must be in, when you are self hypnotizing that you are happy.
- Think of happy things, events, people, or whatever.
- Kill the person that are making you unhappy. (obviously in your mind lah-__-)
- Imagine you are torturing them in your mind. ( LOL, getting more and more psycho D: )
- Smile.
- Laugh? ( A bit redundant hor? but smile like a bit like retarded leh. Aiya, up to you. LOL)
- Drink BEER. ( in my case, is green tea. colour looks alike, also can)
- Eat. (hmm, just eat whatever you can find)
- Get a pen knife and start to LOVEHURT~ (in this case lovehurt is an action verb. don't understand too bad, but you should get the clue from pen knife liao lah. if you still don't, you shld know why ur self hypnotizing doesn't help. you are too dumb LOL.)
- Jump around and get high.
- Say hi to strangers.
My list of conditions doesn't looks like conditions to me. So I decided to change the name of the list. INITIALLY :
List Of Possible Conditions For Self Hypnotizing To Help
NOW:
LIST OF WAYS TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY :D
Sorry. I can't sleep, and apparently I am on the verge of going bonkers. :( BYE. :(
and i have no idea what i am typing :(
I went to the Singapore Buddhist Lodge to get my bursary.
Have to wear formal wear. WALAO EHHH. THEN I NO FORMAL SHOES.
THEN IMAGINE LAH. FORMAL WITH SNEAKERS ABIT WEIRD EH?
so i wear my sandals. -_- then look like i wearing slippers.
AND I HATE FORMAL. WORSE THAN NPCC UNIFORM :(
it suck. so i sit thru there for like 2 hour.
stupid.
After the ceremony when i am going down the stairs, i saw someone. :O hahah!
i heard her voice. so niceee. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. thin pretty and nice voice. :(
nvm nvm. then i went to toilet and change into my type of clothes. LOLOLOL. SHIRT AND SHORTS
Then i took the bus 54 to Chinatown, and change bu
s to 190. HEEHEE. on my bus trip 54
i saw chickens and chick! AAAHHHHHH. THEY ARE SO FLUFFY AND FAT. <3
Yeah, oh well.~ after that i took bus to Wheelock place. BORDERS!!!! so big lah the bookstore!
but the benches are so damn limited. walao eh. -____- then i read about horoscope, and psychology and stuff. LOLOLOL yeah lor. heehee.
Then went to Ion walk walk. ALONE LEH!!! so proud of myself. tsk tsk. *shake head* i am
so independent. LOL.
oh well, then walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk and eat eat eat eat eat eat eat.
i am broke and fat. LOL. hhahaahahha.
then after that took bus home. so lucky the 190 no people (Y). wooohooo! so sit down, and bus back home~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
HAPPY DAY <3
Dinner at plaza just now. With Edmund and Vivian. too bad youjie can't join us.And FINALLY. I STEPPED OUT OF MY HOUSE AFTER THREE DAYS OF ROTTING.
HAHAHHA! YES. i am very happy.
Anyway, just now we went plaza and we ate at Cafe Cartel.
Yeah. Don't say we are rich. We are not. Okay, I am not. They two are. Anyway, got promotion.
the hot plate promotion. 2 for 1. :D yeap! buy two and the cheaper of the three will be free of charge!
:D we eat till stomach going explode. LOL.
HAHAHAHH. Nothing much happen. LOL. or i just cannot recall. sorry. STML. bad memory.
After that, we went to Daiso. Because Edmund want to buy noodles. ( or something like dat. cannot really rmb) anyway, the type of thing he wanted to buy is sold out. AHAHH. TOO BAD. :D lol.
I bought a 108 pieces puzzle, with three cute fluffy and fat penguins on it :D my type. hehheh. and a frame. Cost only $4! so cheap can. So much cheaper than Puzzle world. ( some shop which sell puzzles for very very high price.:\ )
I JUST FINISH THE PUZZLE AND PUT IT IN THE FRAME! so pretty. i am such a genius. finish within an hour. *sigh* i know. i am just too brilliant. *BIG GRIN*
HAHAH okay i am getting carried away. Ohyeah! i am asked to be a volunteer at TCP camp 5. So i am not going to LAC. I am sorry people. but yeah 4D3N of camp is not my type of thing. I want to slack :( sorry. heehee but i am quite happy that i am going to pon camp. LOL. so many free time. so much things to do before school reopen. hahaha.
okay lah i have a feeling if i continue writing this post, some crazy things will start to come out. :| so thats all. :)
I have been rotting at home too much. It's unhealthy
Didn't even step out of the house for the past three days. Oh gosh. I am pathetic. I don't want to take bus or even go out without my Ipod. No earpiece :( I am way too dependent on my Ipod. *sigh*
And cooping myself at home is not exactly helping me. I have been thinking a lot of unnecessary stuff recently. And by not going out, it seems to have make it worse. I need fresh air. I need a change of environment. I need my EAR PIECE. D:
Something that is on my mind lately, HMS LAC camp. I seriously don't know what has gotten into me to get me to sign up for the camp. For goodness sake, it's a 4D3N camp! gosh. what the hell am i thinking at the point of time. :( Anyway, I think i most probably not going bahh. I want to spend more time to myself. You know? doing stuff that i enjoy, before school reopen and there is no more time. AHHHHH. But it's like if i don't go i will miss out a lot of stuff. Like making new friends and stuff. hmm. Maybe not that much on making new friends. AHHH. Never mind. I shall decide later, i guess.
I have forgotten my mission when I come to poly. to be low profile, the lesser the people know me the better. so as to concentrate better on my studies too. My studies seriously sucked. urgh. like really suck. I have to buck up if i really want to go to university.
AND I MUST GO TO UNI!!!!!!!! I MUST I MUST I MUST.
It's something i promise myself. i have to go to uni. if not, 我很对不起自己. yeahhh.. UNIVERSITY! :) JIAYOU! MUAHAHHA, and when i get money to get my camera, I promise to post some photos here. if not seriously looks very dull here eh. LOLOLOL okay thats all for nowww~
