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Stand In The Rain - Superchick
Friday, November 26, 2010

She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain




FIRST TRIP TO EAST COAST~
Saturday, November 20, 2010

WEDNESDAY, 17 NOV.
okay my first trip to ECP !
YAYYY.
EAST COAST PARK
okay, so i met lincoln vivian and my BFF, NARDY LIM.
HAHAH at bukit panjang bus stop.
supposed to meet at 9.45, but i woke up at 9.45
LOL
sorry people.
Okay, then we took bus to pending, alight and meet Jingwen, Zhenyan, Minghao, Edmund, Xuesi over there. HEEHEEEE. took bus 966 to east coast.
suay suay got traffic jam.
WHY?
kause got accident. idiot.
4 lanes become only 2 lanes. ROARRR.
then can reach thr in 40 mins one, in the end reach there in one hr? HEHHEH
i also forget. just take very long jiu dui le.
hahhah.
OHHH! and and and i was dying on the bus, starving.
because never eat breakfast and dinner. :(
okay continue.
alight le, then Lincoln lead the way to ECP.
And i tell you, the path he lead hor SUCKKKKK.
SO MUDDY AND DIRTY AND DISGUSTING.
WALAO EHHH.
GOT CEMENT PATH CAN WALK DON WAN.
GO WALK THAT DIRTY SMALL MUDDY PATH!!!!!!
then most of us wear slippers, were all scolding him
HEEHEEE.
that stupid cat.
AHAH okay. anyway.
then we walk walk walk walk walk.
Finally reached a bicycle rental shop :D
So rented bicycles while edmund skate
(Y) WOOHOOO.
BOYS WHO SKATE IS DAMNNNN SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faint*
then saw edmund skate.
WAAAA
*eyebrow up and down*
wo dui tagua mu xiang kan. LOL.
okay. then something happen lah.
MING HAO AND XUE SI DON KNOW HOW TO CYCLE!
lol. oaky then i lazy explain what happen.
In the end jiu shi i end up on a double bike with my BFF.
ohgosh.
first time on a double bike.
i wan die already.
he ride damn freaking fast.
then i cannot catch up, walao
then my slipper fly out.
IDIOT.
Then ask him to slow down he say cannot.
say got slope, must ride faster.
zzzzz. then then then i for the whole ride put my legs up, and tried not to scream.
LOL.
idiot. for two times almost fall out of my seat.
It is damn traumatizing.
D:
anyway, finally reached the hawker centre after two hours LOL
i almost fainted.
AHAH
no lah.
then bought soya milk, wanton mee. quite nice i like.
And eat carrot cake. wooo damn nice.
den very full.
then ride back down again~
WOOOOHOOOOO. the ride back is damn funn.
we all ride damn fast~
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE
heehee. return the bike. realised i lost the receipt for the rental of bikes :(
LOL.
okay then after that we went to pool lo.
HAHAH!
lincoln that stupid cat. he damn suay.
5 games
he lost 4
(N)
suckyyyy. ahahahahaha
then i played with him.
i helped the other team scored LOOOOOOOOL.
HAHAH okayoakyoaky.
then went home after that.
okay end. -___- such a lame ending.


THURSDAY, 18 NOVEMBER
okay, our first hi club!!! WHEEE ( yishannnn, hi club means hearing impaired club. we learn sign language)
anyway!!!
YESSSS then we went to our classroom and settled down!
WE LEARNT ALPHABETS AND NUMBERS AND COMMON WORDS!
heeeheeee! then after that, we sit in a circle for ice breaker games.
AHAHHAAHHA!
DAMN FUNNNYYYY.
JING SHAN, DENISE, MANDY AND ME IS LIKE DAMN HIGH.
KEEP LAUGHING.
got one poor guy his name is rong guang. AHAHAH
then pak wei say RONG GUANG HUAN FA.
then we four laugh until like @__@
HAHAH
then ice breaker game is bing and bong.
AHAHAHAH a damn stupid stupid game.
Bing bing bong bong what what what. BINGGGG
AHHHHHHH
so lame. oaky
HAHAHAH
then we begin chanting jing shan name.
HEEHEE.
JIANG SHAN.
YI GAI.
BEN XING.
NAN YI.
HEEHEEEEEE! damn damn funny
then we learnt our sign names!
MINE IS K DREAM~ because i love to dream.
*glance at my blog url*
HEEHEE.
okay then we went home.
At the bus stop saw jasmine and vincent~
then went home. :D:D:D
reach home. online. then i forgot already.

FRIDAY, 19NOVEMBER
LMS. teach us how to listen.
about different various listening styles.
HEEHEE. quite fun lah.
but hor , denise teacher really tai guo fen already (N)
so early release them!?
what is this!
i am going to complain. ROAR.
oaky so after LMS lesson, chiong to bus stop, help nadhirah get yaxun notes,
then walk damn fast back to makan place.
waalao.
when i reach MP, super breathless already.
Glenn still say me :@
hope you die at your marathon!
MUAHAHHAHA.
lol kidding i not that mean.
okay. then eat eat eat.
Saw T02 at MP celebrating birthday~
then i go crazy again, begin chanting and singing.
LOL
OH!
and we saw benny and zhang quan :)
Zhang quan eyes really very small.
LOLOL no offence. ahahah
okay lor then after that yaxun went for lessons.
Denise went to queue up for ice cream!
AHAHHAHAH
she eat ice cream damn cute super funny!
like snake eating ice cream like dat!
HAHAHAAHAH
okay then we went home.
went plaza to eat :):):):)

heeehee.
then bought fulscap and pens from popular.

I jus realised my life is so boring. -_____-
lol.
hahahahha okay end already. BYE. HAHAH




REPLY TO TAGS:
JJ: When you are retarded in mind, of cuz ur fingers are retarded luh duh.
orh okay. :D

Solihin: I like JJ's comment. k bye!
LOL solihin. HAHAHAH. lame lah you.


ZHENYAAAN!: linked and tagged too~haha go ECP again soon~=))
YESSSSSSS! i wan eat the carrot cake again. eh next time we go can play with sand? LOLOL


YISHAN: hello kanglingggg :DD what is HI club?
HI CLUB IS HEARING IMPAIRED CLUB!!!! LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE. HEEHEEE HELLO :D


DENISE: I see your blog I also very disappointed
DENISE NOT DISAPPOINTED ALREADY RIGHTTT!!! :D:D:D:D


REPLY TO TAGS.
Monday, November 15, 2010

Mandy: Hehe I luv you kanglingggg. Can't wait for HI club lesson next thursss. ^^
ME TOOOOO ! HAHAHAH RMB TO FIND SONGS OKAYY! ♥

VIVIAN: hahaah thanks la. This Wed Effians Gathering! Food, Roller Blading and endless fun.. woo!
FOOD. thats all i cared about! LOLOL. and i don't rollerblade. i CYCLE!





EMOTIONLESS.

Don't ask me why I feel this way.
I really don't know why.
Like I cannot be happy again.
My laughter seems fake.
And my smile seems to be a mask.
I don't know how to be happy.
I don't know why I am feeling this way.

I am not a fake.
I am not pretending.
I am not emo.
I am just figuring out what is all this.


I hope this negative feeling will pass.
In the meantime, people, I am okay.
Don't worry about me.
I will be fine.
Don't need to ask me if anything is wrong if i seems to be deep in thought.
I am fine.

Thank you and don't worry. ♥





HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Saturday, November 13, 2010

TODAY IS THE BIRTHDAY OF SOMEONE I HAVE KNOWN FOR, *count fingers*, 10 YEARS
AND STILL COUNTING~
VIVIAN TAN XUE HUI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY!
hope you grow up lah please. 17 already. dont still so childish!
HAHHAHAA. -___-
and tsk tsk tsk. so popular in PJC eh~
and stop calling me despo ho.
you are the one is like more despo than me can!
HAAHAHAHA. okay lah. i shall make u happy. since its ur bday.
stay PRETTY and CHIO okay!
LOL. okay lazy say anymore already. please faster plan outing. i wan eat steamboat one.




NEXT! YESTERDAY ME AND DENISE AND MANDY AND JINGSHAN IS OFFICALLY IN HI CLUB! YAYYYYYY! WE HAVE LOTS OF FUN WITH LIYANA AND YAXUN AND KIMBERLY~ WOOOO. AND AND AND WE MAKE TWO NEW FRIENDS! SERENA AND PAK WEI~

hello! nice to meet you twoo :D:D:D:D

heehee. okay anyway HI club. i think i will need IP coaching for it :(
i like need spend longer time to figure out how to twist which finger.
my fingers are retarded T___T

HHAHAHAHA anyway, sounds fun and interesting!
and yeahhh like denise have said. we 4 decided to be very enthu for EVERYTHING! WOOOOHOOOOOOO.
crazy already.
yst was a crazy night -___-
towards the end is all crazy laughter and retarded chanting only. hahhahahaha

and denise score already! at the opening ceremony!
ROARRRR. HAHAHAHAHHA

okay. on a more serious tone.
Denise yesterday told me something very serious.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BUT I VERY HAPPY!
THANK YOU DENISEEEEE♥ :):):) you shld know what i am talking about eh :)

hmmm and anymore ah?
OHHHH! and and and for some people out there.
PLEASE STOP THINKING TOO MUCH! :)

ohyeah.
i saw one of kranji juniors wall today.
I got no comment on the topic they are arguing about lah.
But i really admire him for speaking out loud and standing for his belief.
(Y)
for me, yeah. if i think i am right, i don think there is a need to apologize.
it's true.
I stand up, and I will fight for what/who I love. Will you?
And if anyone dare to hurt anyone of those who I cared about, I will not let you off.
That is probably why i admire gangsters.
Not in their way of doing things lah. ( with reference to the fighting and slashings going around)
but the way they stand up and protect their brothers. and to be honest, i would rather make friends with them, then to make friends with some backstabbers.
At least they are real and they dare to fight for their right. (though in a wrong way, but thats not my point)

Yeah, those who are reading may think that i am crazy. but this is how i feel lah.
and if this offend anyone, i'm sorry u have to read this. but too bad :D lol.


and school.
i.am.dead.
who wan to tutor me for all modules?
TELL ME IF YOU ARE INTERESTED.

okay i shall end here! i long long time no reply tags already i am sorry. :(



reply to tags:
vin: your post is really interesting. (:
*eyebrow up and down* HAHAHAAH

DENISE: Smile, Ling. I'm here! The whole of T04 are
i know you all are :D

Edmund: Heh, next time your face will become very very small :) & you and your mind game -.-
LOL! WAD! hahahhaha! yeah yeah after three years my face will be like one hand can cover already. WOOHOOO

DENISE: I ALSO LOVE MANDY HEE HEE. TAI CUTE LIAO YOU MEI YOU. I THOUGHT SHE WANTED TO SCOLD ME IN MP.
HAAAHAHAHAAH (Y) YEAH MANDY LIKE CUTE XIAO MEI MEI LIKE DAT

jasmine: hehehehehe SO CURIOUS, YOU ARE ABOUT THAT GIRL.
DUHHZHZXZXZXZZX you two make her sounds until like she is like sooo nice like dat! of course super super curious lahhh!

Ya Xun: I love that I love you<3
YOU LOVE SOMEONE MORE LORRRR~ HAHAHAH KIDDING!

Edmund: 你为谁走火入魔
为你啦!帅呆了!*vomits* HAHAHHAAH :D

DENISE: Where is my ru hua song
HAHAHAAHAHHAAH!!! OKAY OKAY I GO FIND AND POST ON MY LATER POST HAHAAHAAHAH you damn funny HAHHAAH

QT: are you in love KL?!
IN LOVE WITH THAT SONG~ HAHAHAHAH! :D

Benson: WHATS WITH THE BENNY!! D:
YEAH SHLD CHANGE ALREADY. CHANGE TO XIAOMEI. I AM SORRY.



走火入魔
Friday, November 12, 2010

对不起 刚才我 是不是听错
还是我 想太多 想到了昏头
天气不错 开了窗吹走脸红
进一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 再和你 永远做朋友
给你线索 也给我勇敢藉口

下定决心 沉默
想让沉默为我们追究
你和我 这一刻 
无声的 而交流
却突然震耳欲聋

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摹
一直到 你变成 甜美的心痛
如果可以 把如果变成结果
下定决心 执着
想让执着为我们突破
我和你 很想说 
这时候 出现烟火
让心间充满感动

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我
一步一步走火入魔  (和我)

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔  (和我)


so sweet~~~ :)


AWESOME
Tuesday, November 9, 2010

  1. I love T04. more and more each day.
  2. I love the my cute private listening ear! hahha
  3. I love laughing and making fun of pretty boy. heeeheee
  4. I love how some people can make me laugh just by giving me their normal looks. HAHHAAH
  5. I love to GL people on twitter. *oops*
  6. I love folding hearts.
  7. I love how little things pieced up together to form a beautiful picture.
  8. I love how my confused and tangled feelings get sort out.
  9. I love to think about who that mysterious girl that pretty boy like.*think very hard*
  10. I love how Mandy gets 'angry' at Denise for scoring! so cuteeeee
  11. I love how social psychology lessons can be soooo fun.
  12. I love how when someone dedicate almost half their blog post just for me. awwww. hahha.
  13. I love how jian xiong make those stupid comments in class to make us all burst out laughing.
  14. I love when I got closer and closer to knowing who that girl is. *eyebrow up and down*
  15. I love to make new friends!
  16. I love that I have learn to trust people again. *big smile*
  17. I love that when you found out you have the same similar interest in something with your friend!
  18. I love how pinching cheeks can make your face looks smaller! HAHAHAHAH
  19. I love to play mind games.
  20. I love to see people smile simply because I am smiling.
  21. I love that I am not alone.
  22. I love that I get to see people who I have not seen for a long timeeee. :D
You guys who are reading this now, you know who you are. You people are probably the nicest people I would ever get to know. And I am extremely thankful that I get to meet all of you.
A very very big thank you to you guys.


Depressed.
Monday, November 8, 2010

What am i depressed about?
if i say it out, you all probably will "Cheyyy only like dat"
okay. so i shall not say it out in case it make me worse.
to that stalker out there, who is finding things to scold and judge me on this is for you:

YES I AM EMO-ING. SCOLD ME WHATEVER YOU WAN.

haii.
and in this case, i am not the victim. i am not the audience.
i am the one who is hurting people.

a few weeks ago....
I am very very happy with my life.
I got wonderful new friends, awesome classmates, and great timetable
wonderful social life. I feel happy.

It's like i am on the peak of the mountain, and then everything start to go downhill.
i become too sociable.
I start to hurt the people i cared about, clearly knowing i will hurt them with my actions.
i still do it.
i am such a mean person.

They are the most nice people i can ever meet.
and i didn't cherish them
i deserve to die luh. :(

maybe being high and sociable is not my cup of tea.
i should just go back and be my quiet and shy kang ling.
which is not me. but at least it didn't bring so much trouble.
haii.

i hereby and now, shall apologise very very sincerely to the people i have hurt.
i am very very sorry.
i will make up to you in anyway i could.
i am so sorry.

Why am I so mean. I feel really very very miserable now. haii.

To my good friend, i hope you know who you are.
I am not kind, i know i am not.
this post probably is the best evidence.
I know you're trying to help me.
But i have to warn you.
I will probably hurt you just like how I hurt others.
And you are the 2nd last person i would wan to hurt.
please. i really really want you to be as far away from me as you can.
I cannot bear to leave such a nice and good friend like you.
But you are too nice for such a mean and bad person like me.
I will hurt you.
I will not leave you, because you are really really very very nice.
i know i am selfish and self centered. :(
So I pray and really really hope that you leave me if you don't want to get hurt by me.
But just so you know, this is your choice.
I am not forcing you to leave.
But if you stay, i cannot gurantee that i wont hurt you.
And either choice you make, i promise you, i will be there for you if you need me.


haii. end of such a depressed and emo post.

STALKER. HAPPY? MAKE FUN ALL YOU WANT IDC.



LONG TIME NO BLOG
Sunday, November 7, 2010

I'm sorry people.
haven update my blog for days.
AHAHHAHA. okay lah shall update now!
aren't you guys happy. haiyoooo.
ahahhaa!
crazy @__@

Anyway, this post is dedicated to Jian Xiong.
He is my class de joker. Seriously joker.
LOLOL
okay lets start with the lifespan psychology class.

we are to split into respective groups, Client and counsellors.
then counsellors are to counsel the client on their problem that was given by Mr Tan.
Okay. so unfortunately Jian Xiong was the counsellor along with Winston and Jian he, and Sijie.
Their clients are:
Mr Toh - YAXUN
Mrs Toh - JINGSHAN
Their daughter/son (till now i still dk is which) who have dwarfism, Nana - Nadhirah
and liyana went as a friend. :D
okay so Mr toh and mrs toh is worried about their daughter Nana and her future so they went to see the councillors. Unlucky for them, they met Jian xiong the councillor who seems to need counselling himself. HAHAAHAH.

Jian Xiong: Hello good morning. SO WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!? *in a very gangster way*
Mr toh: EH IS THAT HOW YOU TALK TO YOUR CLIENT!
Mrs toh: yeah lor! we come here because we have a problem and we want to talk about it and ask for your advice, you used that tone with us!
Jian xiong: ahhh yes yes yes wadever, i come here listen to your problems also nvr get money. You wan me to help you, give me money first!
Mr Toh and Mrs Toh: *gives the wth face*

okay thn counselling session started.

Mrs Toh: we are afraid of Nana don't have normal future like other kids. She won't be able to have her period!
Mr Toh: yes! we are very worried about her.
*talk talk talk*
Mr Toh: We are scared he won't be able to get a girlfriend in the future! HE IS OUR ONLY SON!
Jian Xiong: Eh so he is your son or daughter!
Mr Toh : UHH HE IS OUR SON.
JIAN XIONG: THEN WHY YOU WORRIED ABOUT MENSURATION!?!

HAHAHAAHAHA JOKE.

Mr Toh: we are scared he will get discriminated in school :(
Jian Xiong: OHHHH, for this, you all must start now. Insult him now. So he will get used to the discrimination in school.
Mr Toh: WHAT!?
Jian Xiong: YEAHHH. You must let him get used to the discrimination :D

yeah. he is a joker counsellor. yeah we laughed for ten minutes.
yup. This goes on for another few more minutes. aahahaahhahah.

still got a few more. but cannot remember already. too bad.
hahahhaha


i lazy continue with jian xiong already.
fed up with him
:@

shall end here. other posts i owe i will continue next time. LOL


EFFIANS GATHERING.
Monday, November 1, 2010

yesterday went to chaowei house.
The JC students wanted to study Chinese as it was their A levels today.
But but but, they end up all distracted.
AS EXPECTED. why ?
because seriously, chaowei house is only use for entertainment purpose.
unless you are damn disciplined,
or else sure get distracted one.
Then Minghao that joker.
LOL
he went to create a guild in MAPLE.
called the
YINGJUN GUILD.
you guys should know about the 7pm show everyday at channel eight rite?
the ai.
LOL inside got one character call ying jun min.
HAHAHAH. then ming hao character is called ying jun ming.
hahahah!
then still have wad ying jun jie, ying jun ma, ying jun lin.
HAHAAHAHHA
so funny can.
then then then, ming hao created one call xxxxxxxamy (idk how many x is thr lah)
hahahah then he ask me to play. say he help me train till level 50.
then marry his ying jun ming account.
WALAO make me laugh like siao.
so funny can.
anyway, then they were playing maple.
Xuesi ( one of the distracted one ) created a character call
masaBOSS. HAHAHHAHA!
then choon yong and youjie use his account go and scam little girls.
HAHAHAH
got one poor girl is call Pinky something.
then choon yong damn experienced hahah, ask for her sch, ask whether she know any mr tan anot.
hahahaha. then when she say her sch from admiralityss.
he go google, admirality sch got wad mr tan. HAHAHA
super wad lah.
HAHAH damn funny.
then then then exchanged facebook.
to their dissappointment, the girl is a small kid.
HAHAH
her fb name is call joey spongee or something one.
HAHAHA damn funny.
then they give up on that one then target another girl who claim to be 8 years old
hahahahah.
then we all scold youjie for being a monster,
8 year old kid also wan. HAHAHAHAHA.

heee. after all this, they decided to go to fajar mac to study.
went fajar mac.
I bought dbl cheeseburger set meal! wheeee!!!!
FINALLY like after so long get to eat my dbl cheeseburger meal. HAHAH so happy
after eating i got bored and this happens.




HAHAHA, i use the cheeseburger wrapper and fold it into a crane!

the pretty lights in FAJAR MAC


youjie that joker sleeping before his A level. that pig.


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