I have been rotting at home too much. It's unhealthy

Didn't even step out of the house for the past three days. Oh gosh. I am pathetic. I don't want to take bus or even go out without my Ipod. No earpiece :( I am way too dependent on my Ipod. *sigh*

And cooping myself at home is not exactly helping me. I have been thinking a lot of unnecessary stuff recently. And by not going out, it seems to have make it worse. I need fresh air. I need a change of environment. I need my EAR PIECE. D:

Something that is on my mind lately, HMS LAC camp. I seriously don't know what has gotten into me to get me to sign up for the camp. For goodness sake, it's a 4D3N camp! gosh. what the hell am i thinking at the point of time. :( Anyway, I think i most probably not going bahh. I want to spend more time to myself. You know? doing stuff that i enjoy, before school reopen and there is no more time. AHHHHH. But it's like if i don't go i will miss out a lot of stuff. Like making new friends and stuff. hmm. Maybe not that much on making new friends. AHHH. Never mind. I shall decide later, i guess.

I have forgotten my mission when I come to poly. to be low profile, the lesser the people know me the better. so as to concentrate better on my studies too. My studies seriously sucked. urgh. like really suck. I have to buck up if i really want to go to university.

AND I MUST GO TO UNI!!!!!!!! I MUST I MUST I MUST.

It's something i promise myself. i have to go to uni. if not, 我很对不起自己. yeahhh.. UNIVERSITY! :) JIAYOU! MUAHAHHA, and when i get money to get my camera, I promise to post some photos here. if not seriously looks very dull here eh. LOLOLOL okay thats all for nowww~